Today’s Traffic of Thoughts
This day is pretty eventful, both in my real and imaginary life.
(this post is quite lengthy (it may bore you), and contains awkward transition from one topic to another that the only common denominator is it happened today! )
Sometime last year, I made this self-portrait (original version here), if you have no idea what the heck is that photo all about, then shame on you! lol just kidding.. actually it is dedicated to my most ever favorite series in the whole universe- ***glitters and pixie dust*** GLEE! ***glitters and pixie dust***
as much as I wanted to make an updated one for the Season Three, but ugh where the hell can I get a red graduation cap and gown?
So what I’m trying to say is that, this series that is really close to my heart just took a leap :( yes there is still a forth season.. but without some of the original casts it will never be the same.
Sometimes I miss the life of a nursing student.
Dog days are over!
Well I guess and hope so.
The week was just so perfect, by that I mean my schedule’s not very busy neither empty. Just the right cut where I can both be productive and still having fun :)
shotgun bullets to wrap it up:
- MANIC MONDAY: supposed to be an ordinary morning for me, until I receive six missed calls and an SMS. And just I thought that my heart skip a beat the bosses called me up for a not-should-have-been-the-first-day-of-work! I panicked like doing two or three things at the same time. But I kept on mind that there’s no room for mistakes and should do my best not to fail that very moment. Whew the day ended with fulfillment and no regrets.
- Tuesday: we took our oath at the Regional Trial Court as newly RNs.
- Wednesday: stayed home and made some of my slides.
- Thursday: Went to Davao (2nd time for this month) for registration at PRC and of course the obligatory chillin’ and roaming around the city ;D
- Friday: was the day to rest and revitalize my energy in preparation for SATURDAY the second day of work!
- SWEET SATURDAY: 2nd day of work, really had fun for I just received and ripped the first fruits of what I sowed!!! hahaLolz to Splurge or to save?
Oftentimes Laziness and Procrastination comes back to back.
I never learned my lesson tsk.tsk.tsk.
like I should be studying, memorizing and mastering stuffs but instead my time is utterly spend unproductively lurking around the cyberspace ;( I planned my day to be fruitful and at the end of the day accomplish a load work, but WTH I’ve been in front of the computer for hours already! and have done not even a single..shheesh!
few days ago I actually started making my slides, and finished one of the topics. The funny things was I am a Power Point (not to mention Excel) illiterate, srsly. It even took me minutes of learning how to add another slide Huhlolz. It might be the reason why I’m lazy and procrastinating my time for it requires me some real effort to accomplish the task; poor meh ;(
&& while lurking around the internet earlier, I found this quote/status update by my not so favorite TGP finalist, it somehow struck me and realized some things.
I really want and have been waiting for this all my life. I know it would be tough but giving-up is not and never an option at all especially now that things starts to perfectly fall on it’s place, I’m gonna work my ass hard enough until I reach the place where I wanna be. GO IAN BREAK A LEG!
Comfort Zones
Stepping out from it needs a real deal of courage.
Risky, that sometimes hopelessness is the only drive to take a leap. But desperate moves can sometimes (if not most) lead to a sweet success. Growing up is all about facing your fears and the stuffs you’re not most comfortable and to simply become a better mature versions of ourselves.
September started no less than AWESOME. Though it required me tons of guts and gamble with life a little bit. I once stepped out of my comfort zone and ‘twas not that bad after all.
After passing the local boards and finally being a Registered Nurse, I have no plans of working (volunteering) on a hospital setting yet, not just this time. I have imagine my self still in the field of nursing but not being a slave staff nurse instead someone who stands in front of the aspiring RNs talking and maybe inspiring them.
I know I’m not the type who gives the talk ‘cause way back then I am one of those whose voice and opinion is often taken for granted.
The past week or two was so overwhelming like I can see my career’s having a jump start. I applied for one of my dream jobs and FORTUNATELY despite all the odds I was warmly welcomed. I know it’s a start of something great, and I will really work hard not to fail the people who trusted me and gave me the break I’ve been dreaming of, ‘twas one of the rare moments that someone believes in me and on what I can do, so heartwarming that makes me feel like I’m oozing with awesomeness.
whew I can’t thank enough for all the blessings, HE is simply the best HIS methods and plans are beyond the capacity of my human mind that makes me just believe and keep my faith in HIM with no questioning and doubts.
