[skip this post if you don’t want to read an emo entry]

It’s not that late yet, as what my body clock is accustomed but it feels 2 am already not that I’m already sleepy but that particular time of the day always makes me feel alone and got nobody to count on :/

Not that I’m being negative but the way I see things right now they seem like falling apart and doesn’t figure at all. Family, being unremarkable, career crisis, fucked up relationships ugh it’s too much, too much. I feel like I’m losing grip and giving up of this life that I really don’t know where it will lead me.

I’ve been trying to cheer up myself, just the usual- surfing the internet, watching MVs and listening to my playlist until I came across to this photo; tried to post process and it turned out to be an exact reflection of the clamor I am dealing with.

My life is not that happy JSYK :/